Getting things off my mind.
People ask me what I would do if my boyfriend broke up with me. Truth is, I’d be a wreck. It sounds cliche, but it’s so true. After I met him, my world literally turned upside down. I believe that I’m the same person..my experiences have just changed. I’ve learned to trust, be patient, but also I’ve learned you can’t let your guard 100% down. Maybe 99%. You still need to protect yourself. I believe that he was and still is the perfect person to teach me all of that. And I know I’ve taught him a lot too. If we ever did break up, i know I’d carry all this with me, but I’d also carry our memories forever, which will be the hardest part for me. I love him. And I want whatever is best for him, even if its not me. I just hope his life turns out the way he wants it to, and he’s happy. I love him so much, and I honestly don’t know what I’d do without him.
